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I don't even know how long it's been since I slept properly. I can't remember. All I know is that I have a constant headache that nothing shifts, and I keep yawning. I managed to catch forty minutes this afternoon, I know that much. I slept from 11:15-11:50. Give or take a few minutes, that is. It's weird, though, how refreshing a mere forty minutes was. I think i've been more or less awake for the last five days, not counting the odd hour here and there. Never a sustained sleep, though.

I was weirdly hysterical this morning. I made plans to hang out with Bambi after her appointment at the doctors, and when I couldn't do it, I just kept apologising. I genuinely felt horrible because I really had tried to sleep so that I could spend time with her, that's where the forty minutes came from. It really upset me :/

In happier news, my brother and his girlfriend got engaged last night. She's from Russia, so i'm not sure where they're having it. I hope they have it here, though. I would totally find a way to help pay for her families flights; I wouldn't be able to go over to Russia because of Damien - he doesn't have a passport yet and there are still a lot of custody issues which need resolving. It's really kind of irritating, the paper barricade in the way of me taking my son on holiday.

Anyway, Lisha just got home with snacks. Byeee.

Kat xXx